Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
I met the man of my dreams in 6th grade. I knew as soon as I saw him we would be together forever. His name is Benjamin Stewart. We have dated ever since 6th grade on and off. A lot of things have happened in the past with us but we have moved on and gotten over it. Things happen for a reason and everything that has happened to us has only made us stronger. I love him to death and so glad we have dated and stayed together for as long as we have. I have the best time with him, he makes me laugh, knows me better than I know myself, he is wonderful, caring, smart, lovable, sweet, amazingly gorgeous, awesome and the love of my life. We had a memory that happened a year ago that put me in the hospital. I had a tubical pregnancy. A tubical pregnancy is where instead of the egg going where is should, the egg had gotten stuck in my fallopian tube and started growing in there. I had a stomach crap so I went to the hospital and they found out my stomach was filled with blood and I had a 6 week old baby growing inside my fallopian tubes. I had to get surgery to get the baby removed and because if the baby would had grown any bigger it would have burst my fallopian tube and would have killed me. I went and had surgery and had it removed and it breaks my heart still knowing that killed my baby but not on purpose. Everything happens for a reason because God has a plan for me and it was part of the plan. The memory made Benjamin and I stronger and more aware of what could happen. About 6 months ago Benjamin got down on one knee and asked me to marry him and I of course said YES to him. I love him to death and couldn't live without him. He is my better half and soul mate. He means the world to me and I would do anything for him. I can't wait to live my life with him and start my family with him when that day comes.
So today after school I had a dentist appointment. I get in the car with my mom and tell her how I went and applied for a job after school and she said okay but how do you plan on getting there. I said well we talked about over spring break we would go get a car and licence. She said I have to buy my own car and insurance. I told her no one else in my family had to do that she said it doesn't matter I am different from them. She told me that in her and my dads eyes I wasn't as equal to them as my brothers and sisters are to them. I don't have the best relationship with my parents but I always thought they loved me but I guess I was wrong.
It is only 3rd hour and people are already starting to make me mad. Some girl thinks because she missed school yesterday she should have the teacher re-teach everything that he taught yesterday to the class for her. There is this another really annoying girl in my class who talks so loud and she feels like everyone needs to listen to her converstaion when really nobody wants to. She talks about the stupidest things and about things that arn't real, she is unbelievable.We have a sub and he doesn't know how to stop talking and I can't focus with his mouth running 24/7. He is a nice teacher and everything but really stop talking. Yesterday I had a soccer game against Grand Ledge and we tied 1 to 1. My team didn't play very good in the first half, we were not playing like we wanted it and we all looked dead. In the second half we pulled it together and worked 10 times harder then we did the first half. Hopefully we will pull ourself's together and win the rest of our season.